Been a while.

It's been a while since I last wrote, so I thought I'd throw something up while I work on my next entry. I wrote this a month or so ago, at a time when I was facing what I perceived to be a major problem in my life. Fortunately, it wasn't, but the timing on getting this out in the open is pretty good since we are only a few weeks from new years.

I call this, "It Hurts". Please do not copy this work without letting me know and giving proper credit. That's all I ask.

It Hurts!

 

The pain I feel is so real.

An ache, deep within.
Standing at a crossroad
Not sure of where to begin

 

To stay is to be torn,

To go is to be destroyed
To think about it makes it worse.
I don’t know what to do

 

One foot in front of the other,

Live one day at a time.
Life is such a journey,
One that I often despise.

 

To change is to grow.

To grow is to improve.
Improvement is never easy,
But why is it so damn hard?

 

It hurts, and I know it.

It never gets an easier.
The stupid, freaking crossroads
How I love them, and hate them…

 

All at the same time.